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Maladict(a) ([personal profile] elltee) wrote2015-12-08 08:36 am

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timenssecundus: (vorso)

[personal profile] timenssecundus 2016-05-03 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[every instinct, innate and excruciatingly trained, is screaming (howling) against putting this in writing. At all. Let alone to someone he doesn't actually know.

But he needs help. And just sitting and waiting or taking on faith is not enough. And somehow, of those he's talked to so far… with his faith in the written voice, right or wrong… this person feels right.]


I am one

don't know in what way may square or not with your experiences or exaggerations, can compare

but I don't know how it will manifest here with no moon

if I should just lock myself away indefinitely


[…he has in fact found an isolated space… but doesn't know how to fortify it against him getting out or others getting in… and the prospect of "indefinitely" is, unbeknownst to him, putting tears back on his face… and the question actually becomes if I should just kill myself after all.]
Edited 2016-05-03 22:20 (UTC)
timenssecundus: (num)

[personal profile] timenssecundus 2016-05-09 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
Agreed, that's my concern

Wishing? No - seems like something to save for
knowing what to -

have you?
Edited 2016-05-09 06:52 (UTC)
timenssecundus: (num)

[personal profile] timenssecundus 2016-05-16 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
That is an excellent idea - though still leaves the problem of knowing if/when transformation may occur -

Though I suppose if such wishing works before any door - transformation is not instantaneous, so if I practice wishing now, I increase the likelihood of being able to do so if/while feeling a spell coming on

Thank you very much for your good advice - and for listening at all

especially when we haven't actually met
Edited 2016-05-16 02:36 (UTC)